A little better

Hello Internet world.  I wonder how many people actually read this.  Thank you to those who do.  So my birthday is in 16 days and I'm so excited.  Turning 21 that's also exciting.  But I just wish I was going places faster..  I know I'm not supposed to rush life. But honestly I would love to start a family soon.  I want to move out get a car.  I just want to grow up.  Werid right? I've been controlling my emotions better.  Today was a little rough.  There is a lesson I've learned which I'm working on,  think before you speak..  I have a habit of saying the wrong things at the wrong time. 

Today I don't have much to say.  It's raining here.  Perfect day for a movie and relaxing with the ones you love :)

Enjoy the rest of the dark rainy day.

Live long, love strong and laugh hard <3

Keeping positive is the way to go.

So I've already been slacking but I'm actually busy again!  It's weird that I missed being busy when I remember the days I would just sit there and play video games everyday all summer.  Now it drives me crazy having extra time.

Yesterday was the first day off in a few days and I spent it doing chores.  Cleaned my room, even did some some raking up some leaves which is strangely fun to me considering I grew up in a apartment building.  I have been told that the fun wears off soon but hey.  Enjoy it while I can. 

This past week has been pretty good.  Working everyday, going to school, and just being positive.  In school I have had wine tasting which is honestly terrible.  I hate wine but it is fun learning about it.  Unfortunately you have to try it.  Well yo  don't have to but I do want to try and find a wine I like.  So far I do like the sugary ones like a port or a sherry.  But I do have a good few weeks left to find out. 

Tomorrow I'm going to see the weeknd live.  Which is super exciting.  Hopefully it's amazing which I don't doubt.  That was something to look forward to :).  Did I mention that it's almost Christmas?! Well I know it's not that close but I love it.  I already put up the mini tree I have and was listening to music earlier which makes me super happy as well.  Haha. This year has been tough money wise so the gifts won't be so awesome from me.  But I'm hoping this year I can just focus on family anyway.  The gifts aren't everything anymore.  Now it's the family time I enjoy.   This time of the year is always nice.  My birthday at the end of the month, Christmas, fall and the pretty colours,  and my favorite thing to do is walk outside in the nice weather and the nice colours and just I love everything about fall :)

Anyways.  To those who read this.  Thank you and please do share! 

Live long, love strong, laugh hard. 

Im Back!! A Little Update on whats going on.

So I know I have tried this many many times, but I feel like it will really work.

Update on what's going on in my life..
I am currently living with my wonderful boyfriend of 2 years.
I am back in school finishing off my last year which is very exciting.
and I had one hell of a awesome summer and have now started a new job!!

My life is actually pretty good. Honestly I'm just trying to live my life one day at a time. Sometimes it is better that way. I find myself too stressed sometimes, wondering what's going to happen the next day then the next. I currently have been struggling with some money. Mainly because I just started a new job and owe a few people some money. Pretty much every paycheck is spoken for. Being a 21 year old woman that is kind of stressful.

I'm at the age where I'm trying to move out to our own place, maybe get a car.. You know, things that a 21 year old does... However once I pay everyone back things will be good. I finished making my budget and am planning on sticking to it! I have said that many times but this is it. The time to become an adult, spend money wisely, I'm ready to grow up!

To end this rant of a blog. A quote as normal

"Your Purpose in life is to find your purpose and give your whole heart and soul to it"
- Buddha

Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong <3

We are free.

Well, Im back from the beautiful muskoka woods! I had an amazing experience. The first day I was really nervous, because in my head I wasnt a good leader. But on the thursday night which was the first night we were there, a man named Matt Wilkinson who was super deep. He told us to close our eyes and he said a little story and we had to imagine it. I wasnt really paying attention because I was really tired so I didnt want to fall asleep so I kept my eyes open and then when i started paying attention he said if God gave you a card that helps you what word would be on the card? In my mind "Confidence" popped up in my head. That really helped me because i felt like God was really listening to my prayers. I really love the Ways God shows that he cares. After that I felt so amazing. The whole weekened was really amazing. Everyone kept telling me that I was amazing being a first time leader and all. I felt Gods presence the whole weekend. Then I was wondering why I felt it more at avalanche then at change conference then i realzied that it was nature. God's creation just makes me feel like he is right there beside me. knowing that he made muskoka woods, and he made the world makes me feel so amazing. Anyway. Team Ice Lost, however it wasnt for lack of trying! My team did awesome and I love every kid on my team they all tried super hard. Alot of the kids were upset that we didnt win but hey its ok. :D the point of thr weekend was not to win but to grow with God and learn more about him. I Love being a leader :D

Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong. ♥

GO TEAM ICE!

So, Tomorrow I am heading to muskoka woods to be a team captain for a retreat called avalanche. Im Pretty excited, but also scared. I always think about how im going to ruin a kids childhood by saying the wrong thing or doing something stupid or something like that. However I know God will help me and tell me what to say if I really need help. I know it will be an amazing experience and alot of fun :D.  The teams are split into where you are coming from.. For Example all of the GTA is called team ice which happens to be the team im a leader for. Ice is allways called the losers because they havent won in the longest time.. if at all. The problem is Toronto is the furthest away from the retreat so alot of churches are late or dont come. So being a leader on team ice is super hard because I have to try and keep the team postive. Good luck team ice. ba de ba ba ba ba de ba ba ice is gonna win ba de ba ba ba de ba ba ba ice is gonna win! (if you know this song sing it in your head for me :P )

Last night I saw les miserables with my friend Annie and her parents. It was a GREAT movie. I wont spoil anything but Great acting, Great story great everything!

Sorry this blog is sucky but I have lots to do before i leave tomorrow!

Outstanding leaders go out of their way to boost the self-esteem of their personnel. If people believe in themselves, it’s amazing what they can accomplish. —Sam Walton

Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong ♥

School!

On Monday at school I learned about Halal And Kosher food now my teacher didnt know THAT much about it because he said that he'd rather not worry about that kind of stuff because its to hard to make sure its perfect. I found it cool because the next day I read the book of Leviticus which is a big book of laws and rules ( I found it really hard to read because of all the confusing laws but by the end I liked it) and it told me all about Kosher rules which was really interesting. On tuesday I cut up a whole chicken! and tomorrow we are going to cook what we cut. I had a little doubt phase where I didnt know what I wanted to be.. I told myself that I loved cooking and that I love school but I just was confused and didnt know which way to go. I prayed about it. but I was still super confused. Then as I woke up at 4:30am last monday to go to school I hated the fact I was up so early. Then I found out I was with none of my friends.. we all got spilt up which made me hate school even more. However after loving my teacher and enjoy my classes I decided that school wasnt that bad. The Best part was when my friends and I noticed we had the same lunch together. :D. We also saw a fooseball table calling our names. So playing hours of fooseball makes up for the lack of friends in my class :D.

So I like doing the quote thing.. here is another one :D

“Wisdom is not a product of schooling but of the lifelong attempt to acquire it.”
― Albert Einstein

Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong ♥

Happy Saturday :D

I hope you guys have a happy Saturday :)

“Saturday night is perfect for writers because other people have "plans.”
― Mike Birbiglia

Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong ♥